Everything Has Changed

Pernah ngerasa ngga? jam 12 kurang lima bingung harus ngucapin ultah yang pertama ke seseorang atau ngga.....lima menit lagi lohhhh, and finally, i can't do that, i just don't want he'll be think why i do that...hahahha, i just dont strong enough if he know thw true piling....wwkwkwk
And u know sekarang gue lagi ngerasa apa? coba dengerin lagu "everything has changed" nya taylor swift, menurut kalian perasaan gue gimana? and just info, i've listened to that song for about.....10 or apalah itu, berulang kali dehh pokoknya, dan pernah ngga ngerasa galau jadi gabisa tidur?
Sebenernya sih hari ini tuh haave fun bgt, main brg bizz, itu salah satu yg the best yg pernah gue punya dan sama sekali ngga mau rusak, tapiii, garagara pas tartig sama dhiba hanny yg menyanyikan sebuah judul lagu galau, gue jadi galau....sehingga gue sampe rumah langsung dengerin everything has changed berulang kali sambil berfikir ngucapin atau ngga dan akhirnya pikiran gue panjang bahwa semua nya udah berubah, nih gue kasih tau liriknya deeeh

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
But i'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies the beautiful kind
Making up for lost time, taking flight, making me feel like

I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like i've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind

I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you
Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is he held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said hello
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days, i'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

yuuup, itu dia liriknya, hahahaha, biasa ya bagi kalian? but for me, it's meaningfull and made me thinking for several time, it's hard to know that everything has changed, yah mungki norangorang disekitar gue pada ngga sadar mereka berubah, dan inilah yang bikin gue juga gasuka sama SMA, bikin orangorang disekitar gue berubah garagara pergaulannya dan jarang ketemu. Yahh tau sih gue terlalu childish terlalu egois terlaluterlaluterlalu dehhh, itukan emang udah hidup banget, wkwkwkwk audeh, gitudeh pokoknya, rasanya gue pengen kaya duluu terus, atau ngga gue mau kabur, cari suasana baru, ngga ngeliat mereka berubah.....dan ngga mau ngerasa kalo dunia kecil bgt, bayangin aja temen gue kenal ama temen yg ini, temen jauh gue kenal ama temen gue, temennya temen gue suka ama temen gue dan blablablabla, kecil bgt ngga sih dunia itu? rasanya gue ngga mau ngerasain yg begitu, maunya jauuuuh bgt, huakakakaka-_-